Love but not fully Trust?

Sorry guys, i have been busy with assignments stuff....

so many things just happened within 2 weeks...

can't even settle , yet comes another one, sigh....wtf



recently, relationships problems keep bothering me ='(

It is pathetic to say i can't trust the person I love,


In the moment, I suddenly think of these notes, 


Hence,

I'm just reposting dis short notes from my facebook...

Isit possible to Love but not fully Trust?

Last Nite, i asked my fren,

Me:

"Can u love but not fully trust someone?

Is it possible to truly love someone, but not fully trust them? "

My fren replied:
" can u drive a car without looking where it is going, and feel safe behind the wheel?
only 2 things cause mistrust in a relationship. Ur insecurities, or his actions.
I am sure there is a reason for u not fully trusting someone? but only u know what that reason is?
Yes, u can love someone not fully trusting them. but then u would be loving the wrong person, wouldnt u?"

What do you think bout dis?


In my case, I think it involved both,
My insecurities and his actions.

Hormonal Imbalance

Hormonal imbalance is causing me damn emotional unstable,

yet 

I did realize that I'm a selfish person,

thinking of myself is very smart, capable, always doing the right thing....

while I'm not any of these.

I'm just a coward, scared to face the truth and possible things to happen.

Although I knew all that is already past.

But my brain keep telling me once a person is like dis, is hard for them to change,

even attitude changed in a short period of time, that is not a change,

they probably just hide their eager, needs.

until one day, it will explode,

and they want to be back what they used to be, or want to do,

well, no-one can control them.

I don't really know what I'm thinking is correct or not,

yea, rite,

I admit im kinda chicken...

I'm trying to avoid all these things and run away.

I feel like giving up upon others first,

rather than facing breaking news in the future

like they giving up on me first?

Have any of you faced dis kind of situation b4?

I suspected I might need to consult a psychologist... sigh...

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New Konad Nail Stamping Plate

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yeaay~ new stamping plate and special nail polish in black

shall upload new photos and nail tutorial soon

here is the plate i have, and the polish