Hormonal Imbalance

Hormonal imbalance is causing me damn emotional unstable,

yet 

I did realize that I'm a selfish person,

thinking of myself is very smart, capable, always doing the right thing....

while I'm not any of these.

I'm just a coward, scared to face the truth and possible things to happen.

Although I knew all that is already past.

But my brain keep telling me once a person is like dis, is hard for them to change,

even attitude changed in a short period of time, that is not a change,

they probably just hide their eager, needs.

until one day, it will explode,

and they want to be back what they used to be, or want to do,

well, no-one can control them.

I don't really know what I'm thinking is correct or not,

yea, rite,

I admit im kinda chicken...

I'm trying to avoid all these things and run away.

I feel like giving up upon others first,

rather than facing breaking news in the future

like they giving up on me first?

Have any of you faced dis kind of situation b4?

I suspected I might need to consult a psychologist... sigh...

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